rissa-emo-babe-x

My mind is empty, This room is full, Plain white walls, It's all very dull. I murmer the words, I tap my feet, And nod my head, Bobbing to a silent beat. The words capture, Their own sacred tune, I'm singing louder, Banishing the doom. People look at me, As I start to sway, 'What's she doing?' I hear them say. It's infectious. My friends start to sing, It's catching on, A jingling ring. Within minutes, Everybody is dancing, Taking part, Laughing and prancing! We all know the tune, We all know the words, Minutes ago it was silent, Like parralell worlds. The song is over, But the noise is presant, Changed atmospher

Doctor-I have a problem, There's a lump at the back of my throat, what's the cure? I ask. Love, he says, is the antidote. But where I wonder, Do I find such a thing? Love is all around us, replies the angel with one wing. Although I do not have, As much as other angels do, I am happy within myself, Because to I, I am true. The angel coltinued, kneeling by my lonely side, But, interrupted the devil, Why be half? His expression-dried. I sat on the docs chair, Arguing with good and bad, The ups and the downs, Of all I ever had. Any other symptoms? The doctor questioned me, Confusion...What's right or wrong, I can no longe

I need someone, To stand here by me, I'm not desperate, I'm just lonely. I long for the touch, I long for the feel, Being loved and loving, Just doesn't seem real. Without Love, Life has no meaning, An empty hole, Like what I'm feeling. I see others who have it, They lose it, Do they know what they've lost? The puzzle doesn't fit. Don't Want Love? Why is it given? Want It? Tough! Fates decision. Maybe you'll get lucky, Perhaps not, People don't realise, What they've got. My heart feels so empty, Why isn't it weightless? It's weighting me down, It's such a mess. I yearn... For someone to hold me, Nobody around, I

Say I'm Okay, Just Keep Lying, I'm Not Quite There, But I'll Keep Trying, Love Sucks, That's Why I'm Crying, I'm On The Ground, Thought I Was Flying, I Felt Fine, Now I'm Dying, Passing So Slow, Find Myself Sighing, I Believed You, Lie's I Was Buying, 'Together Forever,' But You Were Lying, 'My One & Only,' But That Girl Your Eyeing, I Wanna Hold You, My Heart I Tying, I Love You, There's No Denying.

I Saw You That Night, And It's Strange To Say, First Impression Was Right, Be There For Me. I Sat On The Wall, I Caught Your Eye, I Knew I'd Fall, You Caught My Heart. A Stranger, Unknown, I Tried Putting Love Off, Delaying, Postpone, But Now...It's Here. Knowing You Was A Task, The Lying, Pretending, Hid Behind A Mask, You Know My Natural Form. Cos After So Long, I Stopped The Lies, I Realized-It's Wrong, Now Look At Us. We Took Our Time, My Heart Is Yours, And Yours Is Mine, Forever They're Connected. Holding Your Hand, Gives Me A Buzz, Love Is Unplanned, A Sweet Surprise. But No-one Can Know, That We're In Lov

I remember when I used to feel, Nothing now to me seems real, It won't ever be the same, Not not now I've felt this pain. But now I don't feel a thing, Since living under your shabby wing, It didn't protect me from the pain, I stood hours in the rain... I know for a fact the pain's still there, How can I tell if I still care? I couldn't handle being hurt anymore, Thats when I fell to the floor. How I'm numb from them pills, I don't miss those lost thrills, I felt when I was with you, I'm that numb now we're through. I don't feel the bade on my skin, The pills do what they say on the tin, The blade sinks, and punctured my vei

I scrambled clumsily to my feet. I squinted my eyes to see a way out in the dark. I crept towards the window and attempted to open it. Locked. Like the door. DAMN! After thinking quickly about it I decided to break the window in the kitchen. I brought back my right fist and swung fast towards it. It cracked! I did it agen even though it hurt. I could hear the men stirring in the other room so I realised I'd better move quickly. I jumped on the bench and forced myself through the small window which still had jagged edges of glass around it. My hand was kiling me! I had deep cuts allover my body and shards of glass stuck in me. Crying, I race

My chest was aching. It was a vicious mix of the tho reasonly of crying hysterically and panting with the speed and length of my running. My heavy black eye makeup was smudged right down my eyes to my cheeks-I was a total mess. My hair was flying behnd me and i could sence people looking and laughing. I hurt so much. I wasn't accustomed to being in this much pain. When I finally got to the feild I'd been rinning to the middle of, I collapsed on the grass. I cried and cried. Salty tears flooded down my face, more like a waterfall than drops. They just didn't stop. Not long had passed but it felt like hours. By thi point my crying had become

I strolled into school. I walked over to my friend. Hugged Jay, Melody and then Alexa. I glided roughly through my average morning. Dinner break arrived. Its a blur from there..I remember some people rampaging into school...I remember pain...my stomach was almost literally killing me. Then everything around me turned fuzzy..and slowly faded..getting darker and darker..untill I could no longer see my frantic surroundings. The next thing I remember is being in hospital. I felt fine, just disorientated. Jay was ther. Was I dreaming? He took hold of my limp hand. 'Hey, hunnie,' he said softly and steadily. I focused on him, his deep, hypnoti